Not so mysterious: comedy is often the result of inaction, apathy, dark humor, ironic misdirection, non sequiturs, biting insults, self awareness of inadequacy, etc. Silver lining: My problem of having random bursts of anger at trivial situations, makes me a good comedian. If I am really angry about something then I am guaranteed not to laugh at my own joke. My jokes ALMOST write themselves, I just worry about the timing. In other words, I simultaneously improvise and anger manage.