My cat has an eating disorder. She is always hungry, and never satisfied, yet she does not otherwise appear ill. She goes anxiously from one food proposition to another, all day and all night, aware only of need but never of fulfillment. What briefly fulfilled so hungrily just moments ago, is aversive moments later. And I have some experience with children with a similar phenomenon, whose attentional deficits exhibit a very similar (yet happier) anxious-seeking of savor, from one thing to another, only briefly satisfied. My cat has an “unhappy seek anxiety”; the children with ADHD I have worked with, have a “happy seek anxiety”. Could both be driven by an unknown deficit, rather than an obvious excess of unstable seek energy? These seem greatly compensatory; when the one unknown need cannot be satisfied, urgent sublimation efforts fervently hunger for diversity and frequency to compensate.
When we consider our wakeful moments, most of them are driven, it seems, by seek. What do you all think? Could we have preexisting deficits which guarantee we will strive for novel daily solutions and thus learn to grow diversely? And could hyper-vigilance disorders, like ADHD, really be compensatory efforts for unusually urgent (but hidden) deficits?