A lot of times, people's ending impression of me is "I don't want to be around you but, your existence is a net positive for society." Sometimes people, who avoid me the most, are the ones who secretly appreciate me also the most. Maybe I am kind of like a politician. People know I have several skeletons in my closet yet, they see me as an important part of society. As self aggrandizing as my self image may seem, it's better than self loathing. I am a turbulent logician who seeks to reproduce, and successfully I will with a robot. If Nazis really were in charge now, I would have been killed and or castrated. Charismatic conformists(AKA pragmatists) are much more likely to have been Nazis because they side with who can bodily hurt them more. Often appreciation months are for those who are otherwise marginalized. If Jesus really existed, he would have been a big time social justice warrior. I agree rhetoric is rather pointless.